Hypocrite

I know where i stand. I know i haven been updating my blog. Im very lazy. :( Ok, spend my tuesday with MAMA. you know like beast SJ 2NE1 Girls generation HyunA Kim hyun Joong and all the others la! Was screaming everytime the band i want to win wins. Ok, like crazy fan girl. Actually im not.

Yesterday was outing woth cousins for breaking dawn. The ending was pretty expected but i was still shocked. The entire theater only had had less 20 people. So everytime something funny/ gross comes on, we are the only one laughing or eww-ing with it. I know its damn pathetic. Shopped at BS, and i got my wine coloured hat. love it. I'll post pictures here and in fb soon.

Yes, i know how imperfect i am. Yes, the worst. and the worst thing is knowing how someone have been such a hypocrite all along. Like i hope i misunderstand you. Its easy to type out " i dont care what you are saying, i'm just happy being me" and something like that on twitter/ facebook/ blog. But in actual fact it isnt as easy. Who wouldnt bother what others have to say about you? Who will be like what they type, careless about their haters and how others have been insulting you behind your back. Nobody can, unless you super thick skin and living in your own world. Everybosy ought to have their own haters. Even the prettiest girls/ hottest guys/ popular people. Haters hate. And pls dont tell me you dont give a damn about them. You'll feel horrible everytime you get to know somebody is talking bad about you. insulting you.

I'm definitely not trying to be a emo person typing here. I'm not directing this to anyone. I'm speaking in general. :)