Tired of everything.

Days you feel so lousy about yourself. You feel like things are always going the opposite of what you want.
You feel like you are really incapable of everything.
You feel like friends aren't there anymore for you.
You just feel bad, insecure.

I'm pretty much tired of everything that's happening now. I really don't know what's the point of trying so hard, when you aren't doing anything about it. "It takes two hand to clap"
Similarly, I can't be the only one trying.
No one said this was going to be easy. But have you even attempted to give it a try? NO. and I bet, it haven't even crossed your mind.
Well, then let me be the one to tell you. Everyone has their limit to certain stuffs. Patience. Anger.
My patience limit is coming to and end.

I'm sorry for blabbering so much nonsense up there. Sometimes, people just reach their limit. And yes I'm reaching mine. Happening almost every single day? Sorry dear, I can't understand and tolerate any further. And sure, I hope you understand.

" silence is the way most people choose, when they aren't brave enough to tell the truth. "

Take it as I'm the coward. I can't tell you how I'm feeling. Just pretty much lost.

Yea. It's alright. " A rainbow after every rain. " this, I have to take time to reconsider. Will happy thing surface after every sad and disappointing ones?

Of course, problems of all sorts are going to happen. Family friends relationship. " No one is perfect ". I hope you understand that I'm a human too. Stop giving me judgmental statements. Stop judging before you even know the truth.

You give your friends assurance that you'll be there for them no matter what happen. But stop to think, how many will reassure you that they'll be there too?