Just sucks to be me.

I'm not going to act all emo here, talking about how pathetic I am and all. But I just need somewhere to rant.
So, this is going to be a meaningless post, and if you hoping to see any pictures, you can close the page alr.

I won't say things screwed up haywire all over the place upside down for me. But I'm just feeling confused and all messed up. Things have been fine. The problem just lies in me. I'm always ( ok maybe just not always) feeling paranoid and all. I'm someone that complains abt the heat when it's sunny, and complains abt the wet weather when it rains. Why cant the weather just be perfect. Yea, I'm happy to live here in Singapore, where we don't live in fear as to when another earthquake/ tsunami is going to hit us. That I'm grateful for.
Similarly, I want my life to be perfect. When I talk about perfect, I don't mean being pretty, living in a big house, have lovable parents, caring siblings, perfect boyfriend, good academic results and surrounded by hundred of friends.

NO.

I just want to have a simple life. One that I don't have any regrets in. A happy life. Now, it's just disappointments after dissapointments, sadness after sadness, anger after anger.

But just hang on there a little more. I believe I'll be able to survive this 'crisis'. What's more it's my o level year. I want to do mum and dad proud. I want to be the daughter they will feel proud when people mention abt.

Right now. I'll just go my own way. I'll just leave things as it is.

Live still move on girl.