心里觉得超难受。一直procrastinate 的理由也是因为怕今天的到来。也许对你来说，这是一件很小的事。不过对我而言，是有多么的重要。
今天，全都消失了。那种感受是我无法用字来形容。也许，就像把一部分的记忆给erase了。我有多么想要反悔，却来得及吗？ 只希望能把它们给找回来。我不想两年一小部分的我突然从我生命中消失。
大哭了一场。心里的确有好过些。不过，我想，我也许需要很多时间把事情给忘了。
能找回来，当让好。希望奇迹会发生。
Am I a little to over-exaggerating? But it just this part in me that feel really really really down. It's like I've lost my memory. It meant so much too me, more than anyone can even imagine.
I'm sorry you( if anyone) had to read my rants. But i hope you put yourself in my position and feel what I am feeling.
