This is not how it's suppose to be.

Things are all going downhill now. I don't even know what I'm suppose to type. I had a good cry in my sis room just having heart to heart with her. It's like no matter how hard you try, it's going to be wrong in the end. I wish I didn't stood up didn't see what you did didn't squeal. Because I thought I saw a monster I thought I saw monsters just screaming. Why must things be like that. 

I just miss my godparents so so so much now I wish I could see them now.